“All Along The WatchTower……”
Lots of things led to the breakdown of our marriage.
I would say the last seven years were the toughest for both of us.
I’m not sure if you are familiar with the Tower card in tarot – but that was our life.
Moment upon moment of challenges, until something had to give.
We can look at these tower moments in a bad light or we can look at these tower moments as an opportunity to clear and cleanse – out with the old, in with the new.
So many catastrophic events were happening for us – forcing us to ‘see’ more clearly what was going on.
Both of us, at separate times over the last few years, thought maybe this was happening because our energies were out of alignment – things had changed.
When we do healing work (and I was doing a lot of it) – we are changing our vibration.
When we change things on the inside our outer world changes to accommodate the new energy frequency.
I wasn’t feeling happy, I wasn’t feeling myself, I was sick and tired of putting others needs ahead of mine – following someone else’s path and not my own.
It was time.
Time to choose comfort and all I’d ever known – or freedom, and all that represented to me?