“A lightning bolt of clarity and insight cuts through the lies and illusions you have been telling yourself, and now the truth comes to light. Your world may come crashing down before you, in ways you could never have imagined as you realize that you have been building your life on unstable foundations”
Yep, that’s how it unfolded.
One minute I was living the dream, the next a nightmare, and it all seemed to happen in the blink of an eye.
But throughout the chaos and confusion has come a sense of peace and clarity.
It has taken a while though.
I have retreated from the world for a year, gone within and dedicated myself to healing – an hour and a half every day.
In true Virgo style, I spent most of 2019 in Hermit mode.
There was a moment where it all came to a head, June 2018 and it was at this precise moment I knew it was time for a change.
When I want this to occur there is only one person I go and see.
I have spoken of her before, so on a trip down to Melbourne in October of that year, I texted her.
I told her I was going to be in town for five days and I needed to see her.
She said there was no way – she was fully booked and had a waitlist.
That didn’t bother me in the slightest, I knew I was going to see her.