Inanna was still too weak to move but was able to sit up in bed now, propped up with pillows. It was time to get some food into her if she was going to regain her strength. She met the delightful Ren and they were instant friends – she felt...
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She wasn’t at all familiar with her surroundings but far from panicking she just lay there. She too could see the glow of the moon out her little window. It was glorious: soothing and calming, energising and illuminating. She started to remember: the pain, the stinging, the blood, the cold,...
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It would be a month before there were any signs of life. Lilith and Ren had monitored her around the clock. Lilith used essential oils on her daily, gently massaging her wounds, the strong smell of eucalyptus making itself known. She wanted to be sure the physical symptoms were all...
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They made their way through the gates of Nor, exhausted and spent. It had been a long and emotional journey and now they were finally here, the enormity of what they had achieved becoming apparent. Micheál felt he could sleep for a week. The town was quietening down for the...
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Micheál was feeling much more positive today and so very grateful to all whom had held the space for Inanna to heal the night prior. He was also most grateful for warm water, some new clothes and a full belly. His horse had also received some love and attention and...
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There was a leader who guided tonight’s healing. The leader was usually an elder. Taught this ancient modality from her mother who had been taught from hers and so on and so forth. This ancient feminine wisdom kept alive through the generations, each one knowing the importance of not allowing...
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The villagers ahead where beginning to grow worried when there was no sign of them. It was too dark now to send someone to find them but they would leave just before dawn and make their way down the road in the direction from which the two would be coming....
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Again, they woke as dawn broke. Ailis had tendered beautifully to Inanna throughout the night and had even managed to pop her in a new nightdress. She couldn’t bear to send her off in that soiled and bedraggled rag. She had gently managed to wash the dried blood from Inanna’s...
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Micheál went as fast as he could but the road was rough and full of potholes and he had to decide whether speed or gentleness was his best method. He would stop every now and then to check on Inanna and try to give her some water. He would hold...
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Micheál had anticipated he would have to save Innana at some stage. He had sent messages out to the three local villages he would have to pass through to get to the healer. He requested warm fires, healing broths and soups, rugs and clean warm clothing. He made sure the...
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The beatings got worse when one particular night and on one extremely rare occasion they made their way to the nearby village for an outing. Beircheart was particularly proud to show Inanna off and for a fleeting moment Inanna could forget her worries and enjoy herself. She absolutely adored music...
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She counted each one of them, thirteen in total. He stopped when her head hit the ground. He had literally knocked the life right out of her. When she came to later that night all was still and dark. She thought this was probably a better option than sleeping with...
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Inanna awoke suddenly, her mother and sisters all shaking her excitedly – today was the big day. She had dreaded it since she was introduced to Beircheart. Her mother had laid out her own wedding dress on the bed for Inanna to wear. Millicent and Frances had been out early...
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She felt serene, weightless. Her body floated effortlessly through the water for what seemed like an eternity. Her struggle was over and with eyes wide open she traced the rays of the sun that had broken through the surface of the ocean. Finally she had succumbed and allowed the waves...
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For the entire four weeks that followed Inanna wasn’t left alone once. Either her mother or one of her sisters was with her at all times. They were so fearful she would run away or do something even worse. She was nill by mouth now and looked worse than ever....
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“Inanna, I’d like you to meet Beircheart Laird” Unattractive was the first word that came to mind; unattractive and unappealing. He was orange, and white – not at all to her taste and the polar opposite of her beloved Eamon. He was big too and his skin freckly and weathered. He...
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Inanna’s father was growing tired of her moping around – her silent presence fell thick and heavy on the house. Soon the whole vibration of the home matched hers and everyone seemed to walk around shrouded in an aura of sadness. When Inanna was young she used to lift the...
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Six months had passed and Inanna still only uttered a word when she had to. She started experiencing throat infections that were so bad she would be laid up in bed with high fevers and chills for weeks. The medicine woman from the neighbouring village visited almost daily. She would...
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Her mother tried to hug her when she arrived home – she offered to bathe her and pop her into bed. “It was for the best Inanna” she murmured, not game enough to look her in the eye. Millie ran up to her, relieved at having her sister home; Frances...
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How could Inanna ever think of marrying a lowly servant – a farm-boy – what was she thinking bringing disgrace to the family in that manner? In Eamon, Innana didn’t see a lowly worker, when she looked at him, she saw only his heart and in it - pure love....
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If it was possible to die of a broken heart – Inanna felt sure this would be her fate. Every single day was worse than the last, an unbearable darkness descended upon her. She took no joy in anything anymore – the anger had subsided and in its place lingered...
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The first time they made love was raw but gentle. They had waited long enough and it was time to unleash the pent up energy inside. With Eamon she felt safe, so loved – it was unlike anything she had ever experienced. With him she felt whole and complete, understood...
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He lived in a tiny stone hut, not far from the main house, close to the stables. The hut had a bed and a fire place, with a little window framing the vast lake behind. Inanna had made a habit of sneaking quietly down there in the dead of night,...
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Her life changed forever when, as a 16 year old girl, she looked out the window and saw a young man - the latest farmboy. Her father's harsh ways meant he went through them quite regularly and she was used to seeing men come and go: tending to the horses, keeping...
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Inanna was a striking girl. Even when she was young, she was sultry. Inviting. Different from her two sisters with dark brown hair falling to her shoulders framing her oval face and beautiful bone structure. Her light blue eyes and olive skin setting her apart from her fairer sisters. Both had...
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That familiar taste ran down the back of her throat as it had done so many times before. She stood staring out at the moonless sky, the river just a few feet away, barely visible in the darkness: a reflection of her own soul? Wasn't the new moon all about...
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What do you do in times of grief? I can’t begin to believe the devastation so many would be feeling at this moment and it’s hard to put into words anything that would compensate for the loss and confusion those who are left behind, and touched in any way by...
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"You and Me Babe, How About It? cont......." Making love is not only about procreating and having orgasms, although that is a positive side effect. It is a sacred act, one capable of showing you who you really are – taking you back to wholeness, merging your physical and spiritual...
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“You and Me Babe, How about It?........” Last weeks blog on ‘Forgiveness’ was inspired by Mary Magdalene and this weeks blog on divine sexual energy is similarly inspired. When I first started meditating I used to see the double helix, through my third eye – electric blue and shimmering, pulsing...
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"Forgiveness cont........" Sometimes it takes time to truly learn the art of forgiveness. If you are hurting so badly and have so much anger inside that it feels like forgiveness is impossible, maybe this is your chance. Forgiveness is a choice and it’s a wise one because what it will...
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"Forgiveness......"   “How does it feel to carry that anger in your heart? Does it lessen as the days go by?” Mary Magdalene, the movie.   This week’s blog has been inspired by the movie, Mary Magdalene – which I watched both last night and the night before. I’ve never...
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Authenticity cont..... You are living your authentic truth when you are happy, when things flow effortlessly towards you, doors mysteriously open, the path ahead is well lit and you can see it clearly. You are living your authentic truth when you jump out of bed each morning and feel grateful...
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Authenticity The reason I meditate is to still the mind, to create space within and to tune in to my authentic heart – my soul song. I still the mind so I can listen to my heart. I listen to my heart because then I can hear the whispers of...
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Perfect - real and illusion, cont....... How are you going?? Are things feeling more peaceful??? When you detach and learn not to expect something to be a certain way, let things happen as they should without force and control – perfectly – then you’re life and the way you move through it...
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Perfect - Real or Illusion? Perfect - real andillusion. On the one hand, perfect conjures up a kind of feeling that everything has to be ‘right’ and ‘just’ or a ‘certain way’ for us to be happy and joyful. But perfection can make you feel undervalued, unloved and not enough. Striving...
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How Do You Handle Stress cont......... Faith & Trust. Now, before you get hysterical like I use to and stop reading, let me explain further. When I started meditating I use to get this guidance over and over again. I was angry because I didn’t really understand what it meant....
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How Do You Handle Stress? I was sitting in my office the other day, Finders Keepers on Riversdale Road, and looked up and noticed a woman on the far side of the café. She looked familiar. So familiar. You know you know them but you can't quite place them. It...
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TempleSoul.......cont So we have established we are an energetic being, and we are part of one eternal energetic field that vibrates at the highest frequency – love. How beautiful. You are love, at your core and it is from this we come and to this we return. Our universe is...
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TempleSoul "My TempleSoul - Your TempleSoul Is the place inside It’s where there’s no need to run Where there’s no need to hide It’s where Golden Light streams from deep in your heart, It’s where calmness descends and self-love starts. It’s where freedom and joy Dance together as one It’s...
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"An Alternative View......" I threw myself into my energy healing course with great vigour – with passion and with purpose. Those who know me well will attest I do that with everything I love and this was no exception. This energy healing thing, really resonated with me. I went from...
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"Be The Teacher You Wished You Had......." Last night as I drifted off to sleep I was thinking of the best way to teach you. My latest book, TempleSoul – A Sanctuary Within, was written with the soul purpose of helping you navigate your way through life more peacefully, mindfully...
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"Should I Stay Or Should I Go..............." We all have choices in life. It’s one of the great things about being human. But when you’re in a marriage with children involved you usually make choices with everyone’s best interests at heart, rarely are they based solely on yourneeds and yourneeds alone. But this last...
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"Attached to nothing, connected to everything........" This year as the clock ticked over to the new year, a personal number eight year for me, I have never felt so relaxed, so at peace and so content. This year as the clock ticked over I didn’t feel the need to madly...
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"I Can Breathe............Now" A warm welcome back to TempleSoul and a Happy New Year to you all. I have taken some time off to be by myself over the last couple of months. I moved…..again, which is not unusual for this gypsy soul but this move is going to be...
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"Let's Talk About Sex Baby................" And for my final post for this year why don't we finish on a high note. A beautiful orgasmic ride back to our suppressed sexual energy. In the very early hours of the 22nd of September, as dawn was breaking,  I could hear Jules channeling...
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"It is safe for me to be a strong, sexy and powerful woman" Martin had also said that my upper chakras were open and all good but from the solar plexus down were somewhat blocked. This makes sense. The Root chakra represents safety. The Sacral chakra represents sexuality. The Solar...
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"Harnessing the Power Of Your Sexual Energy.........." Is this why I was rejecting Jules all of a sudden? Was the fear so strong, so old, so intense that I would rather run away than face it? Thankfully in all our years of marriage sex has never been an issue and...
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"Sexual Energy.............." "Your challenge is to allow the full expression of your sexuality in all its beauty and power. Are you really scared of letting go of your wildness? Scared of being overwhelmed or overwhelming? It's all about staying connected and in touch with feeling. For the true expression of...
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"Fear, There and Everywhere..........." After that first session and before my second, which I had booked the following Monday I went over some of my various readings and healings, even my earliest meditations I had transcribed and they all mentioned the fear. This is the thing with shadow work. We're...
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"Facing The Fear......" It was cold down at Bondi - a fierce wind was blowing up from the sea and it baffled me how those desperate surfers could be out there in such conditions. I heard my name from behind and turned around to see a very gentle, smiling man...
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"Lemon Breakdown........." The next few weeks were very difficult. I was not myself. Reclusive and emotional I spent my days on the couch in quiet introspection. I picked up another book, "Am I Going Mad" by Marlyse Carroll which I actually bought for my son but which I found extremely...
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"An Uncomfortable Ride........." You are probably wondering why one would put themselves through this. But that's why we're here. That's why we have chosen to have a physical experience. To learn and to hopefully grow. To learn to grow from our experiences and flow with life more peacefully and gracefully...
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"You Are So Much More Than You Think You Are......" It was really interesting because this session picked up from where it left off. This time I was with four other beautiful women - one French, one South African, one Argentinian, one German and the token Aussie - me! There...
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"Goddess, Warrior, Earth......" At the next acupuncture session I told Trudy what happened. Was I allergic to something in the herbal capsule??? We did some muscle testing on this which did bring up a few things but we concluded that actually the acupuncture coupled with the wildness of Katrin's energy...
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"The Epic Purge......." I admit it. I thought I was going to die. I can be a bit dramatic but this was quite a harrowing experience. Now, I'm not saying everyone will experience this, it's just that I tend to throw myself at things whole-heartedly which can sometimes lead me...
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"Yin and Yang....." In addition to my kundalini sessions I was attending weekly acupuncture sessions to treat a mild prolapse. My practitioner knew what I was doing and Katrin, Trudy and I were all working together to try and strengthen this root/sacral area. I love acupuncture - it is so...
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"Clearing to Heal......." When the screaming subsided the tears flowed. Cleansing me - body, soul and spirit. And that was followed by very aggressive movements in the hips. I could not control them. It was almost as though they were releasing - releasing fear - releasing opposition - releasing stored...
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"The Divine Goddess Circle........" There were six goddesses all up. All spoke their truth as to why they were there and all spoke their intentions of what we wanted to release and what we were willing to integrate. I nearly died when Katrin said this session went for three hours!!!!...
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"A Blockage In The Pipe..........." And there it was again. The old throat chakra - stubborn and closed as always - afraid of being unblocked should I really step into speaking my truth. What was it that I didn't want myself to say? What part of me doesn't want to...
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"The Kundalini Fire........" Well no matter how conscious you think you are, there can be unconscious patterns and beliefs, negative emotions still lurking about in the shadows and that is exactly what raising the kundalini is about. The kundalini fire burns away all these outdated patterns, learned behaviours, anger, pain...
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"Darling it Hurts to See You Down Darlinghurst Tonight........." Before I begin with my story I shall share a bit of Katrin's. "KAP is a direct Kundalini transmission that activates the kundalini awakening process. Spontaneous movements can and do arise. Some consider it a cathartic experience or something that gives...
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"WildFrau............" It was Tuesday. Time for my Kundalini Activation!!!!! I was absolutely intrigued. I had viewed the video on the website and it looked pretty intense! As I've said my body does respond rapidly to energy transmissions and activations - what would happen this time???? It was time to find...
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"Love Is All We Have Left........." So exactly what does remain when all we hold true is lost? "One must lose everything it thinks it needs in order to gain everything the heart truly desires" This sentence meant so much to me as I realised what the hell was going...
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"When All Is Lost We Find Out What Remains..........." I've been 'losing' things since my awakening began 5 years ago. (Possibly longer, it is just that I became aware of it 5 years ago) Reading this bought so much clarity, so much meaning and purpose to what was swirling around...
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"One must lose everything it thinks it needs in order to gain everything the heart truly desires"   Womb Wisdom
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"Womb Wisdom......" When my girlfriend came to look after our house and mad, crazy brown lab Coco I was showing her around when she suddenly pulled a book from my shelf - it was Womb Wisdom by Padma and Anaiya Aon Prakasha I had bought it off the internet months...
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"Unleash the Wild Woman Within......." As always I heed the advice from the Universe. I immediately emailed Katrin to book an appointment and jumped on her website to see exactly what I should expect. She's pretty wild! Thankfully I like them wild. "In past centuries the Divine Feminine was repressed...
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"WildFrau....." As promised I went into meditation and started my pelvic floor exercises in sync with my breath. On the in breath I was to relax and on the out breath contract. I finished my 30 and then released the hold on my breath. That's when the first shift occurred....
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"Shifts and Flow........" The session was amazing and exceeded my expectations. My practitioner started on my back - placing the needles all over the sacrum and across my lower back in line with my solar plexus - I hardly felt a thing as the needles went in. It's incredibly relaxing....
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"Wild, Free and Independent....." They are in fact all associated with the root chakra. How very interesting. Lilith is red, fire, earth, heat, sexuality, fertility, passion, wild, free, independent, untamed.. She is passion, but most of all sexuality. She also stands for survival, individuality, courage and impulsiveness. Kali’s esoteric attributes are...
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"Energy Healing............" I told my practitioner about our move back from Singapore, closing down TempleSoul, my husbands three job losses in four years - how we moved back for Jules work and now we were in Sydney and one year in he had no job at all. She explained that...
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"Chinese Medicine.........." After a little sleep-in and a late breakfast on Blues Point Road, it was off to my first acupuncture session. Might I just say, I cannot believe I have never had this before! I have been dealing with a mild prolapse since the birth of our youngest child...
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"The Darkness......" "Explore the darkness and the light it shines, The Fear in front and the joy behind.   For the dark we see and the shame it brings, To others is light or a heart that sings.   From darkness we run, from darkness we hide, Escaping to light, but...
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"The Dark and the Light.............." "Your three most powerful allies and strongest supporters, Lola, Lilith and Kali are with you, pushing you forward - supporting you and holding you. The dark you are exploring and feeling now, creates the light of the future. You are surrounded and supported by strong,...
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"Her Name Was Lola, She Was a Showgirl......." So the guidance was clear..... "It relates strongly and directly to my acceptance of my beautiful, sexy, powerful inner goddess. Kali, Lilith and Lola are swirling and swirling within you. The energy they are creating is tiring and bringing up feelings of...
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"Shiva and Shakti.........." I've spoken about the kundalini energy before and how it is not to be taken lightly. Your body has to be strong and ready to hold this incredibly powerful energy. Your chakras have to be clear, clean and balanced, your source connection channel strong - there is...
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"Kundalini Transmutation........." The guidance was clear, very clear. It is amazing how your life can transform when you become conscious of who you are and what you are made of. A whole new world comes into view when the veil of illusion is lifted. We know this power, this kundalini...
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"Ask And Ye Shall Receive......." After the beach I went home and passed out this time on the couch in the winter sunshine. I couldn't quite believe I had to go out but I pulled myself together and found the strength - after all I could make a few more...
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"Drifting Further Away............" So that very night, after I had popped up the boundaries of protection, X came to me, as he often does, in a dream. See how it all links up??? Everything and everyone is connected. He comes to me spiritually with messages of encouragement, support or with...
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"Get Out Of Your Own Way......." See this is what I love. When you 'wake up' and become mindful and aware - you work with the universe - you learn to co-create and to see the bigger picture. You can , "Get Out Of Your Own Way" and observe the...
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"Giving in is the collapse of the self under the pressure of another........." I still wasn't out of the woods yet. I still wasn't completely back to myself, but I was getting warmer. On the Monday after a healing I pulled a card to see what she was teaching me....
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"Psychic Attacks......" I was still feeling rotten, completely out of sorts. This time I called on my teacher - wonderful, amazing spirit that he is. I told him the story and of course received some amazing and very helpful guidance from him. He too gave me a healing. He's so...
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"Appearances Can Be Deceptive......" I'm so very, very fortunate to have a trustworthy team around me and thankfully now I know who to trust and who is genuinely there for me. Again it was my healer in Singapore who jogged my memory. He said he had done the healing and...
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"Danger Will Robinson........" I had been told by many psychics and even as far back as 2009, that I was to be wary of a woman around me. This woman wasn't who she seemed to be and she definitely wasn't to be trusted. She was jealous. She was manipulative. She...
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"All Is Not As It Seems..........." I'm an energy healer. I feel energy. And on June the 9th this year I felt an epic shift in my energy. I literally feel it. It feels like someone has flicked a switch, has moved my energy using a dial, shifted it from...
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"Benevolence"   “I am benevolent. I open my heart and care for others. I am aware of others feelings and show kindness and compassion “   "Being benevolent is being kind toward yourself and others. You show compassion, goodwill and charitableness. It is said that the universe is benevolent –...
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"B" Breath/Breathe "Your Breath is the river of life to your lungs, If you slow it right down, You hear your song being sung So take your time to breathe in and out And your world will change Within and Without" Jules - SoulPoet Head to http://templesoul.com/aum-zen/ to download this...
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"Now You've Made Two..........." I had a tantrum last night. Quite a big one. I just lost it. I have been doing a Mindvalley course on Abundance with Christie Marie Sheldon (abundance is my sixth bind). Yesterday was lesson 10 and I obviously have been bringing up the dirt, slowly...
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"The Importance of Being You......" I've noticed in my healings that certain patterns come in waves. I will have ten clients and all will be receiving guidance with a similar message. This week, while healing in Singapore and even prior to that in Sydney, the theme has been connecting to...
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"Energy...." "Heart beat still, Heart beat true My energy flows and shines for you Each breath heals And each breath calms Each breath takes me deep in your arms Meditate on Peace Meditate on love Fly high your soul, below and above" Jules xxx SoulPoet
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"Assertiveness - Radiate Your Power" Everyone is unique. Everyone has their own unique energy signature, their own talents, their own belief systems, their own ideas and their own opinions. Assertiveness is about standing in your power, being able to embrace these unique qualities and having the ability to express these...
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"Don't do, just be........." Today I felt compelled to write about the importance of down time for children. Well, not only for kids but for adults too. Our world is ever-changing and at the moment it seems so fast paced with everyone hell bent on filling every single minute of...
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"A" Aum "Aum is the sound, at the heart of it all It keeps rivers running, and trees strong and tall It’s the glue that holds us close and tight. It’s the kiss on your cheek, When you’re tucked in at night. So close your eyes and make the sound...
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"Chapter 2, Healing......." "When I talk about healing, I am referring to energy healing. The human body is made up of a multi-dimensional energy field, or aura, created by what we call energy bodies. These energy bodies are not only within the physical body but extend out beyond it. They...
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"To All The Beautiful Women In My Life........." Today I am not going to talk about the importance of equality among women, Or that it's time to stand in our power - there are examples of this happening all over the world - which is truly wonderful to see. So,...
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"Healing...." Healing comes in a million ways. A mother’s touch, The breaking waves. The beating sun, On a furrowed brow. Healing deep. Here and Now. Healing is the song you sing That takes you back – to where you’ve been. To heal the past, the now and then. Put the...
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"L.O.L.A, Lola.........." Lilith came up after a not so subtle discussion with Shane about my alter- ego Lola. Thankfully I trusted Shane fully even though it was our first meeting - well in this lifetime anyway. I was kindly gifted that name by Jules and not because I was a...
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"Healing The Wild..........." She first appeared, out of no-where a few years back now. Lola in all her raw and primal glory. I had done a meditation earlier in the day and felt a surge of energy running up my source connection channel, the space around your spine. It was running...
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"Introducing Child Of The Week and a Word or Two on Virtues......." After an argument between our then 4 year old Jacob - and our five year old Jemima - over who was going to tell me about their day first over dinner, I decided on a system for our children, that...
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"The Stars Align............" I woke excitedly the morning of the 9th, grabbed a coffee at Finders Keepers and jumped in my car. I was a little nervous, but excited. Shane was instantly likeable. Warm, trusting and kind, with a little twinkle in his eye. We sat down for what would...
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"Please Allow Me To Introduce Radio Bambini and Aum to Zen..........." As I said before, my current website is being re-designed to accommodate all my creative offerings in the one place. When I visited Yantara Jiro in Singapore many years ago, he said to offer all my creative projects up...
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"Please Allow Me To Introduce TempleSoul - A Sanctuary Within........." So, one leg of the journey I'd like to take you on this year, is a slow walk through my latest book, TempleSoul, A Sanctuary Within (Which will be coming soon, all in divine timing right????) Each month I will...
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"Please Allow Me To Introduce My............" Extremely talented and creative husband Jules. I finished off the blog last year with my spiritual journey to date and will continue on my journey with all of you alongside me. If you have read both streams you will know that we have relocated...
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"It's Written In The Stars........." Sometimes you meet people who change your life, or at least your perspective on life. I was lucky enough to meet one such person in Melbourne on January 9th this year. The divine union came about in December last year, over a quinoa salad and...
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"Her beauty and her terror. The wide brown land for me......" So, here we are at the beginning of the new year. 2018. I've just returned to Sydney after a magnificent 4 week very Australian family holiday. I can honestly say, it was one of the best we've had. 4...
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"De Ja Vu.........." ...and so 2016 was drawing to a close. Another big year for my spiritual journey. The integration of The Divine Goddess and a healed heart, amongst other things. But something wasn't quite right, and it seemed history was indeed repeating itself. In November of 2016 our third child...
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"Healing Hands, Healing Heart......" I love the way Dr Theo works. He is subtle. He takes his time to 'suss' you out - to see if you're a seeker and then he will guide you. Slowly and almost with a whisper, he will just utter two or three things but...
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"Wisdom, Integration and Reflection......" As this year comes to a close I find myself thinking about the next. For me, next year is a personal 7 year and boy do I like the sound of that. "7 energy flows in an atmosphere of privacy, solitude and quietness" Alleluia! "It is...
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"A Heart Full of Love.........." Well. I have a plethora of spiritual guides to thank for their assistance in healing my 'broken heart'. I knew it wasn't from this lifetime, and I now know why Patrick had entered my life all those years ago. I was ready to heal this...
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"Integration........" The Divine Goddess had been unleashed and now it was time to integrate all that wonderful energy into my being. Tired of being suppressed and concealed, it was clear she was getting lonely in the closet! The simplest way to do the integration was to enter meditation and then...
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"'X' + Y = Z............" He didn't miss a beat. "Were the feelings genuine?" "Yes" I replied, "Well that's fine" he laughed. "What's important here is the feeling" "For a long time you have been neglecting a part of your soul energy, your spirit. Maybe because of how you were raised,...
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" Some Heavenly Healing Guidance.........." I always listen. Especially when anyone says, "you need to go and see this person", or "you must do this course" - it's all direct guidance from Spirit and I was like a bloodhound on a fox hunt - anything that would help me raise...
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"TempleSoul......" It all started with a hand-full of friends. All willing to support me on my new healing journey. One friend helped me decorate it in record time, a consummate professional, thanks Nyella! Phuong from Art Blue Studio had adorned my walls with beautiful serene and healing Vietnamese Art, and...
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"Going Home..........." I seriously could not get enough of this! Me. Rachael Cox. Studying! Who knew!!!!!!! Jules said I was like a kid in a candy shop. I'd ring Dani and excitedly declare..... "I know this, I know ALL this!!!!!" and she'd say, "I know chook, you're remembering". It would...
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"Ch, ch, ch, ch, changes..........." January 2016 saw some big changes. Jules did The Hoffman Process and loved every second of it. It's a process, so it does take a while to integrate. Let's hope there are some noticeable changes. For me it was a whole new world. It was...
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"Old bits and Soggy Chips......" I arose early the next morning. I packed enough things for the day and set off. I didn't want to see anyone. So much for telling the truth! If I had just lied about my feelings for 'X' and said I didn't have feelings for...
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"A Fight About Nothing....." I crawled into bed, a smile on my face. I'd just had the most beautiful day. Friends and family, the perfect combination. I went to bed with the dulcet tones of Van Morrison's Bright Side of the Road, ringing in my ears. Our youngest had sleepily...
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"Fury Road............." We had a lovely family Christmas at my sister Melissa's complete with children showcasing their musical talent and Annie and Papa getting misty-eyed when their grandsons grabbed their instruments and sang Van Morrison's Brown Eyed Girl - mum's favourite. A few days later we packed our bags and...
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"Mad Max.........." or "A pleasure to find such good mischief at 30,000 feet!" We had booked our flight at the last minute, which meant we were all separated. Julius and I were squished between two strangers in the middle row of four and the three boys were a few rows in...
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"A Healing Circle.........." Bali was healing. I did a lot of soul searching, a lot of clearing and had a visit from Saraswati - the Hindu Goddess of learning, music, creative arts, knowledge and wisdom. It was a powerful exchange and I could feel the divine energy coursing through my...
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"A Temple, A Teacher and some Time to Think........" I know I'm one of the lucky ones. Lucky because I have a husband I can share everything with. And although it's not easy at times, what ensues through disharmony and grief is profound and deep healing. Lucky because although he...
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"Cold November Rain.............." I said earlier it was a while until I could put X to bed and the full force of my suppressed feelings would not make themselves known until later in the year. Much later. We were again heading to the end of another year. 2015 was drawing...
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"Recognising Patterns.........." He then went on to say..... "The spirit of which Julius talks in this lifetime and which you have forbade in this lifetime is freedom. Freedom of expression. Freedom to live your truth and freedom to be who you are: Sexy, Beautiful and Divine. So, I want you...
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"Nurturing The Wild Spirit (cont'd).........." Dani and I would continue our meditation journey together and each time we met, the distant rumbles of another beautiful storm would begin and signal our continuing journey. I loved meditating with Dani, still do, and I loved painting what I saw when I meditated....
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"Love, True Love................." "The spirit of which Julius talks in this lifetime and which you have forbade in this lifetime is freedom. Freedom of expression. Freedom to live your truth and freedom to be who you are, sexy, beautiful and Divine" I wrote four BIG pages of guidance and it...
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"Nurturing the Wild Spirit..........." Singapore storms are by nature wild, sultry, unpredictable and fierce..... and this one was no exception. It was hands down THE biggest storm I had witnessed since I moved to Singapore five years earlier. Not only that but we were in the very eye of it. Lightening...
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"Listen and you will hear. Let go and you will heal" "My past life with Patrick is what I've been working on, I feel there is something more I need to know in my present life. If this is true please provide me with the information of when and how...
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"The Meditation Teacher.........." Ren was right, again. As I said earlier, the first time I had practiced meditation was in Byron Bay in early 2013 and my experiences were profound. I then meditated daily using the same techniques, receiving all sorts of delicious information from guides, angels, past lovers etc...
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"The Akashic Records........" Everything that has ever happened, is happening and can happen is recorded in the Akashic records. These energetic records are available to anyone but should under no circumstances be treated disrespectfully, or out of malice or spite. If that is your intention access will be denied. They...
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"333.........." In Angel numbers 333 represents the Ascended Masters. They have responded to your prayers and wish to help and assist you in your endeavours. Well, thank goodness for that because I felt as though I could really do with their help right now. The day X left, I went...
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"The Messenger....." I'm very, very lucky in this lifetime to have found my soul-mate. Someone I can share everything with. The ups and downs, the tears and the laughter. We have danced this merry dance often, under different guises, learning different lessons but this incarnation together is special. It is...
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"The emptiest of feelings......." 2015 had only just begun and we had sadly said goodbye to an old friend. We had said goodbye to Mimes but had complete faith she would be ok. Now it was back to Singapore and time to say goodbye to X. I got a text...
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"A Fresh Start.................." I had rung the psychiatrist that day and we had all agreed that putting her back on some medication would be the best plan. After the funeral, she just wanted to get out of Singapore. She bought her plane trip back to Australia forward by a few...
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"A Love Lost............." Her friends were remarkable. Her best friend got on the first plane out of Sydney and was in Singapore within 12 hours. All her friend's were  by her side within hours. They had set up camp in her room and would not leave her side until they...
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"There's No Place Like Home, There's No Place Like Home......." Having four children I have watched a lot of movies and one of my all time favourites is the Wizard of Oz, and she's right that Dorothy, there truly is, no place like home. We have been back a month...
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"The Hurdle......." You know that sinking feeling you get when someone gives you bad news? The one where your blood literally runs cold? It was the morning of January 18th 2015. We had slept in. It was holiday's after all. I had turned over and reached for my phone. There...
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"I Will Learn, I Will Learn to Love the Skies I'm Under..........." On November the 9th 2014 Jemima and I walked out of the gates of the Australian International School Singapore after her final Visual Art exam. This would be the last time we would ever have to walk that...
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"Dancing a Merry Jig......" There were a few squabbles over X during the year, usually late at night and after drinking way too much. My birthday that year was out of control, in a fun way! My girlfriends had come to visit for three days and did we party like...
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" Freedom Has a Scent Like The Top of a Newborn Baby's Head, (& The Importance of Dreams).........." So it's been two weeks since I last posted. It's been a whirlwind of teary goodbyes, big parties, one-on-ones, clubhouse goodbye's and heartfelt speeches, but I think the hardest thing was leaving...
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"The journey is as important as the destination......." So the year was progressing. We were having weekly visits to the psychologist with Jemima. She had recently broken up with her boyfriend of three years but all things considered she was making strong progress through her final year. In Year 11...
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"An 18th Century tale........" "Yes, Paddy's here" " Don't tease me", I said angrily - after all this was no joke! "That's what you called him" said Clive (mustn't have picked up on that bit) "What happened" I asked, a slight quiver in my voice. "Aah the two of you...
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"Coming Full Circle.............." On December 30th 1997, Julius and I packed up our home and one year old daughter and headed for the bright lights of Sydney! It was a far cry from Adelaide and did take a while to adjust, quite a long while actually. I was 6 months...
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"Piecing together the puzzle......." At times this Spiritual Journey has been arduous and at others just plain comical. The search for Patrick was on and I was seeing every Psychic, Healer and Shaman in Singapore to find out just what went on. I had done past life regressions, tried kinesiology,...
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"To be sure, to be sure........" Ask anyone and they will all tell you of my lifelong obsession with all things Irish. From U2 to Guiness, my Irish Great-Grandmother and my relatives from Ballybunion. But nothing compared to my new obsession with Patrick. From that chakra walk-through I gathered he...
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"It Always Comes Down To Choice........" Part 2 We always have a choice. In every single, solitary moment we have a choice. We can choose to feed or starve a thought. We can choose to feed or starve an emotion. We can choose anger, envy, sorrow, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt...
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"Poor Julius......." In one of Doreen Virtue's Angel books was a meditation called A Chakra Walk-Through. It was one where you 'walked' through a passage-way and on either side of the passage was a coloured door. It started at black - the Earth Star Chakra, and went up through all...
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"Just one more hurdle......." At this stage of my Spiritual Journey I was meditating daily. I was receiving an increasing amount of messages from the non-physical realm. Was this real or just my imagination? It is a weird concept to wrap your head around. After all, we have only ever...
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"It Always Comes Down To Choice........" We always have a choice. In every single, solitary moment we have a choice. We can choose to feed or starve a thought. We can choose to feed or starve an emotion. We can choose anger, envy, sorrow, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt and ego...
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"Smell is a potent wizard that transports you across thousands of miles and all the years you have lived......" Helen Keller That four months turned out to be a God-send. Finally, Julius had time to catch his breath. Although it wasn't without its challenges. He seemed very flat and I...
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"Be The Change You Wish To See In The World......." Mahatma Ghandi Yes, on paper, everything looked like we had to pack our bags and head back to Australia. One of us, or both had to get a job, stat, and get back to what we knew. The corporate grind....
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"Number 3........." So. Where were we? It was now heading towards the end of 2013. We were lucky enough to visit Spain in October and then had a magnificent trip to India, spending New Years Eve in Agra in a beautiful hotel overlooking the Taj Mahal. (Let's not mention the...
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"Honesty is a funny thing....." Lots of people don’t really like it and, quite frankly, I have realised I didn’t really like it until the last year or so! To me it’s like a good Bob Dylan song. It makes you feel uneasy. That’s the point. Every time Bob asks...
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"Choose Love, Not Fear..........." I knew something big was about to happen but I wasn't sure what. When Jules had finished I got him to face me and took his hands. We looked deeply into each others eyes and observed the moment, the stillness. There was no doubt a big...
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“Stop Crying Your Heart Out….........” All of our children love music and no more so than Rem. So as we were making our way to Changi for my flight to Adelaide, Rem bought his speaker and cranked up the volume to Oasis. It’s cute listening to what your children like....
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"Love and Peace Or Else!.........." I'd dabbled just slightly through my life, seeing clairvoyants, reading tarots etc It's always interested me, but now I was on a mission - like a woman possessed. Something massive did happen that day, it was like a switch had been turned on inside. Maybe...
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"Honouring a Sacred, Divine Union..........." Before I get to the choice and how you can summon your spiritual strength to do so calmly and with clarity we will take a side trip to Cambodia. As I said in my previous post, things were a little overwhelming here in Singapore so...
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"The Monster......." The beauty of an open and honest relationship is that by bringing things up and talking through things, you can sort things out. As uncomfortable as it was, it has, eventually bought Jules and I closer. The thing about healing is that it is at times uncomfortable because...
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"It Is What It Is........" We've been given this choice a couple of times in the last few years. The first was January 2014 when Jules lost his job after twenty years, but that just wasn't an option. Mimes was mid way through year 12 and after everything she was...
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"The Whole Truth and Nothing But The Truth......" I have always said to the children to tell me the truth. No matter what. There is nothing they could do that we couldn't work through and if they chose to lie to me, the consequences would be far greater. I stand...
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"3 Months, 8 Days, 20 Hours and 31 minutes......." ...and I can tell you that Gin and Tizzle tasted mighty fine! Things had got a little much that week. Still no job for Jules and when you are in a foreign country that's no good. Our work passes expire shortly,...
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"Let It Go! Let It Go........" He just made me smile and let's face it, I liked resonating in his field. This can happen. It happens when you have an instant recognition with someone, like you know them already - a soul mate or someone from your soul family. And...
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"Something In Your Eyes......." All it took was a swipe of his finger against my left palm. It happened as I handed him a beer. It was so subtle, yet fully charged. Holy Hell!! I didn't know what to do, or where to look. I just didn't know what was...
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"The Power of One......." Part 4 Together now as we were made to be, still laying perfectly still, both our palms together so as not to break the divine circuitry. In perfect union with the divine, a circle of energy pulsating through our bodies. You could trace it with your...
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"The Slow-Moving Train......" I remember the day we met. Vividly. Who was this guy??? Who sent him??? Why was he here, sitting in my lounge room? I had met guys before. Loads of them. I have an enormous amount of male friends. Some of my best friends are men. Some...
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"The Power of One....." Part 3 We went to bed that night and Julius asked if he could have another energy exchange. I obliged. Lying next to each other, our hands palm on palm, the energy started to flow. It travels rhythmically, making it's way through my body, through his....
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"The 'X' Factor........" I was trying my very best to keep things 'normal' at home. Jemima was seeing a psychologist weekly, which helped enormously. We had sorted out her medication and found one to suit. The school had a safe space set up for her and were absolutely brilliant.We were...
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"The Power of One........" Part 2 Usually when I had an activation, nothing too extraordinary happened. I could feel the beautiful energy pulsing through my body, occasionally saw colours and a few fleeting images but this one was to be different. Very different. It happened to be International Women's Day,...
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"Be Careful What You Wish For......" Jemima was going through a living hell and then out of the blue Julius started experiencing difficulties at work. All of a sudden the twenty, on-the-whole, happy years he had spent at a financial institution were becoming harder and harder to handle. Why now?...
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"The Power of One........" Part 1 For the next five weeks I will be dedicating SoulSutras to a union so powerful and strong it would be remiss of me not to share it with you. Never in our wildest dreams did we think our love life would take such a...
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"The times they are a changing'....." Well not quite, but certainly I was changed. Forever. We were at the start of our healing journey with Mima and I was at the start of my personal healing journey. Unbeknownst to me I had started the long journey home. Back to my...
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"Stand In Your Power......." Today is International Women's Day.   When I was a young girl I was headstrong, determined and very outspoken - especially if I thought as a girl I was being treated unequally! I think we all know the feeling, If we dress in a way that makes...
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"The Process........." To say it was an intense ten days is an understatement. I was pushed so far out of my comfort zone I was in another stratosphere! At times, when they would tell us what we were about to do, I would look to the nearest exit and think...
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"Surrender my pretty......." I've heard this line more than I care to remember and not from watching re-runs of the Wizard of Oz! Every guide, Every teacher, has at some stage gently urged me to Surrender. "Surrender to what?" I'd angrily interject. In "The Artist's Way", by Julia Cameron, which I am...
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"Number 1...." It was to be a long road and by no means an easy one but as with everything there was to be a positive side to this seemingly negative situation. Everything happens for a reason. I decided to tell everyone I knew. I learnt from my own battle...
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"....Make Love, Not War" I thought you all may be wondering how life without alcohol is going for us, and I'm here to tell you, it's fantastic!!! You may remember that 'war' was what led Jules and I to take a year off alcohol so we could both take time...
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"Things always happen for a reason......." Always. Whether you perceive situations to be good or bad in the end is irrelevant. It simply is. What we 'do' and how we 'perceive'  that situation is up to us. It's a choice. Simple. And once we realise this the healing can begin....
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"Smells Like Teen Spirit......" Or does it?? On that fateful day in November 2012, when for a moment time stood still and my blood ran cold, I was shocked back to living. Totally oblivious to anyone else's pain I was going through life, happy and content. Sure Mimes had got...
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"You've Lost that Loving Feeling....." Battling depression is never going to be an easy one. I know because I have experienced it. When I was diagnosed way back in 1999, I was in complete denial. I felt like a complete failure and I didn't want anyone to know and if...
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"It Comes in Three's........" It comes in three's is something my mother always says and she was right. Over the course of 18 months, Three. BIG. Things. Happened. We, as a family unit were going along very happily, or so we thought. We were living the dream. We had moved...
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"A Word On Healing" So, if you've explored my blog and read the 'About' section or 'Welcome to TempleSoul' section you may have worked out I am a healer, an Intuitive Healer. This change in profession, realisation or whatever you'd like to call it happened swiftly, very swiftly. One minute...
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"Rise, Kundalini, Rise......" The Art of Opening Your Heart Chakra - Kundalini Yoga Last Thursday night under the gaze of the full moon, I was fortunate enough to attend an amazing Kundalini Yoga class with the beautiful Rebecca Pflaum here in Singapore. Jules and I first met Rebecca in Bali...
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"Oh take me back to the start......" Julius and I have been together forever and I mean that quite literally. We have certainly danced this merry dance before, time and time again. I think that's why when I first saw him mowing the lawns at his home in Barnard Street...
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"Well, Your Heart's Open and It's Receiving......" I'm very pleased to report that the first ten days without alcohol have been a breeze! And actually, we are both feeling so much better!!!! There seem to be an extra 12 hours in the day. We are exercising daily, have changed our...
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"Unspoken Words" "The way forward is to wake up to what you've helped create and examine your part in it. What are the unspoken words? What is the silent agreement between you? If you don't express your true feelings and desires now, when will you? No matter how painful this...
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"It's Now or Never!........" I wondered how my suggestion would go down. It had been part of our lives forever. The only time I hadn't drunk was for the 36 months I was pregnant - and even then I had the occasional glass of bubbles! We're not alcoholics, as such,...
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"The Broken Record............" It was a recurring nightmare. One that had been happening on a regular basis for the past three years. We had been enjoying a beautiful Christmas party with wonderful friends down at Sentosa when the familiar started unfolding. I could tell with just one glance what was...
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