“Choose Love, Not Fear………..”
I knew something big was about to happen but I wasn’t sure what.
When Jules had finished I got him to face me and took his hands.
We looked deeply into each others eyes and observed the moment, the stillness.
There was no doubt a big change was about to occur in our lives but something had to be released in order to fully step into it.
As we sat there, Julius’ body started shaking, quite violently.
I just sat there, I knew what I had to do.
It was fear, pure and simple, pouring from every cell in his body.
In order to take the next step and make a heart-felt decision this fear had to be released.
I sat until the river had run dry, until he had let go of all he could.
The temple held the space for us beautifully, honouring both our spirits.
There was no religion dividing us, it was just pure spirit guiding us.
All decisions need to be made with love and by that I mean from the heart, not the head.
We sat by the river for the next hour, basking in the glow of spirit, feeling very peaceful and knowing, and for the remainder of our time in Phnom Penh this feeling stayed with us, coursed through us, intertwined us.
We both knew this moment was very special.
Not only because of the healing and surrendering that took place but unbeknownst to us at the time, it would be paramount to the choice we would make about our future.
Then it was back to Singapore.