“It’s Now or Never!……..”
I wondered how my suggestion would go down.
It had been part of our lives forever.
The only time I hadn’t drunk was for the 36 months I was pregnant – and even then I had the occasional glass of bubbles!
We’re not alcoholics, as such, but I was becoming increasingly aware of the detrimental part alcohol was playing in both our lives.
If you’ve read my blogpost from earlier in the day, A Soul’s Journey – Week 1 you will have read about the trigger that caused me to raise the question,
“Why don’t we give up alcohol for the year?”
To my surprise Jules was on board! Oops! Did I actually mean to say that????
It’s only 365 days; 52 weeks; 12 months, 1 year!!!!
How hard can it be?
To be honest. Alcohol and I weren’t mixing so well these days. Not like the easy union of a Gin and Tizzle.
And truth be told it wasn’t a great fit for the big, angry, green-eyed monster either.
I have been healing and meditating almost daily for the last year.
When you heal, you clear your space, empty your vessel. When you meditate you raise your vibration from a lower density to a much higher, lighter vibrational frequency.
My energy make-up has been altered and alcohol quite frankly is not agreeing with me.
I definitely can’t drink like I used to. One or two and I am almost asleep. It’s not like the old days when I could just keep drinking and carve up the dance floor until four in the morning at Brix and besides, I never drink when I have a healing on the following day.
My life has changed. I have changed……and quite dramatically too.
Towards the end of this year I have felt absolutely shattered. Exhausted beyond belief. Sure, I have three businesses on the go, a family to look after and am studying at the same time and right now I am sitting amongst 500 boxes as we have also just moved house.
There is just something in my core that tells me I NEED to do this.
To restore my energy.
To regain clarity and improve focus.
To heal.
I just have this sneaking suspicion 2017 is going to be a big year. It is the year I want to bring all my projects under the one banner. I need focus. I need clarity. I need stamina. I need my creativity to flow forth freely.
It’s now or never!
So, I pulled this card from Doreen Virtue’s Archangel Gabriel Oracle deck this morning
“Detox Time
As a creative individual, you may feel overwhelmed with sensitive feelings, so you turn to addictions to numb the intensity. This card comes to you as a reminder that those feelings in the raw are the inspiration for your greatest creations. In addition, an addictive habit may be lowering your mood and vibrations by artificially inducing depression or anxiety.
You already know in your heart which substances or behaviors are detracting from your health and happiness. It could be consumption of wheat, caffeine, alcohol, nicotine, meat, dairy, or sugar. Call upon Heaven’s loving assistance to release unhealthful cravings so that you won’t struggle with your detox. You may be Divinely guided to human help to support your decision to approach life with your heart open, your mind clear, and your body detoxified.”
….and there it is. My affirmation!
Thank you Universe you never cease to amaze me xxxx