“Between What Was And What Is To Be……”
It was a pretty intense session.
I’ve had a lot of experience with healers and energy workers but this was the next level.
Understandably this session was quite raw and involved healing and releasing stuck energy relating to grief – around the heart, in the hips, and especially in the sacral chakra.
We cleared this energy.
We chatted about when and where my kundalini was active – Mostly in Singapore.
What has happened to my kundalini since I got back to Australia – I feel I have a lack of creativity and motivation (I imagine because I was holding grief in the sacral chakra).
We talked about my need for space and how important this is to my whole process – initially I said I needed three years. I wasn’t sure why but my intuition was telling me I needed three years for some process to occur. (She said I was bang on and I am in fact 18months through)
We talked about my connection with Egypt and the choice of the name TempleSoul for my business.
Incidentally, Myree is Egyptian and I had no idea.
I think not.
I talked about how I felt I was in limbo.
Myree put it as being between what was and what is to be.
I liked that.
We talked for about half an hour, and then it was time to connect energetically.
As I said, I have never felt energy like it.
I’m not sure if you’ve seen Finding Nemo, but it was kind of like when Marlin and Dory were riding the East Australian Current.
Fast – so, very fast.
It was like being in an ocean of codes and symbols – like an information super-highway, and it was blowing my mind.
She said I was able to fully let go as I was being supported and that I hadn’t allowed myself to do this over the last couple of years because I was holding space for our children.
Myree also said I was a high-speed being (one who processes energy very quickly) and that I was like a little red Ferrari. Although I was in a state of limbo – my wheels were on blocks with my engine revving at full capacity and the wheels spinning at high speed but stationary.
I cannot wait until those wheels hit the ground!
We talked about reclaiming my body, my sexuality.
There was tightness in the hips she thinks also had to do with me wanting to defend myself in this area.
She said many women who lived High Priestess lives experienced some pretty traumatic endings with the rise of patriarchy and there could be some trauma around that as well.
The guides were allowing me to feel and perceive permission to be fully in command of my life and be fully in command of the expression of that life –
The sexual energies, pleasure, and joy.
My healing gifts.
The flow of my awakening.
She also brought some better organization around the awakening process, so it wasn’t so chaotic – I am very appreciative of that!
Myree said I was bringing in a higher level of consciousness and in order to do this, I had to let go of the old structures and that my awakening wouldn’t tolerate any kind of imbalance.
“In a way you’ve been in a little bit of stasis because you had to make a lot of space and a lot of consensus and reality change has happened in your world – it’s massive!
And now, what’s going to happen is you’re going to release the structures, the old structures in your system and even as I say that there is a light that activates because the light and the consciousness and the speed, like the person that you’re going to be, most definitely, cannot run on those old structures, but you needed them to be in place to get you to where you are – you needed them to be there to do what you had to do in the past 18 months.”
So as my energy body finds balance, my outer world will change and alter to find balance as well.
As within, so without.